Friday, January 29, 2010

Aku bukan sempurna..

Kelmarin dengan semalam aku mengharap bahawa diri aku ni sempurna. Ada orang mengatakan kesempurnaan seseorang lelaki itu menjadi pilihan wanita mahu dari segi rupa paras mahupun dari segi harta lelaki itu...sungguhpun aku banyak berdosa dan bersalah namun aku tak pernah kejam dalam setiap perbuatan serta tutur kata disetiap insan yg aku sayangi.

Aku tak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat sesiapa pun terluka dan sedih,aku tak ada niat untuk melukakan sesiapa pun. Apabila aku percayakan seseorang itu bermaksud aku takkan pernah tikam dari belakang atau belot pada orang itu,aku akan sentiasa percaye padanya dan tak mungkin berpaling pada yg lain.

Keikhlasan dan kejujuran aku padanya memang tak pernah disangkal langsung oleh Nor,aku bersabar,aku berdoa,aku memohon, semuanya aku lakukan adalah demi kebaikan...mustahil manusia berdoa memohon kejahatan dariNya?Aku taktau siapa yang baca blog aku ini tapi....kepercayaan dan kesetiaan 100% aku serahkan pada orang yang aku sayangi dalam hidup aku seperti mana aku percayakan family aku dan seperti itu jugak aku taruhkan kepercayaan aku padanya....

Hipokrit sememangnya bukan diriku,jikalau rakan taulanku berkata "Iskandar jahat dan hipokrit serta palsu"...atau adikku berkata "Abg mmg seorang yg useless dan takgune"...ini baru boleh dititikkan sebagai benar...tapi aku betul2 sangkal statement "aku hipokrit"..kerana aku bukan hipokrit namun aku juga bukan sempurna...

With love I give sayang, with heart I give my love,
tDs-IS

Monday, January 25, 2010

During my 25th Bday...









25 years old, 26 years old!?
tDs-IS

Stress

Semalam dengan hari ni aku stress sikit, mane dengan nak study Cisco,orang tue nak aku continue study lagi,aku mcm dapat rasekan sometimes life is unfair biler aku terkenangkan kehidupan "seseorang",aku tertekan biler orang tue aku punye expectation is too high for to achieve something spectacular and tremendous background education.

Aku faham perasaan orang tue yg nak anaknye berjaye but sometimes kene la jugak fahami situasi dan perasaan anaknye,aku sayangkan semue yg rapat dengan aku especially family and "seseorang" , tapi kejayaan dan jodoh tu semue ketentuanNya.

Keadaan kepale hotak aku skang ni mmg berserabut dan berterabur tapi aku sentiase sembunyikan stress dan tekanan aku dlm hati dgn ukirkan senyuman dan gelak ketawe kt muke aku. Aku taknk "seseorang" tu hilang dari diri aku jadi aku sentiase ukirkan seribu senyuman yg ikhlas sbb aku sentiase ikhlas pada "seseorang" dan jujur terhadapnya.

Biarlah aku tanggung semue tekanan ni sbb aku pun dah biase hadapi tekanan pun sblom ni sorg2,mane dgn nk cari kerje tetap...kontrak nk habis dah lagi 5 bulan, but ok la sbb experience dah 6 bulan bersama Sime Darby..aku berharap starting from this month and onwards will brings me glory and hopefully I'm gonna succeed in future to fulfill my parent's wish and be with someone I loved..

Tribute to Danial Rafiq, With heart and love to "someone",
tDs-IS

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Just for laugh :-) :-)

SAPE HEBAT

Man : Bapa aku hebat. Dia polis. Semua orang takut

ngan dia.

Ali : Eleh, bapa aku lagi terer. Kalau dia suruh

orang tunduk, mesti orangtu tunduk.

Man : Wow! Bapa kau keja apa?

Ali : Tukang gunting rambut.


KELAS BI

Ayah : Apasal B.I kamu nie asyik dapat kosong jer...!

Apasal hah?

Anak : Eh, ayah! Tu bukan kosong. Tadi cikgu adik dah

kasi bintang banyak kat bebudak lain. Ada

dapat 5 bintang la, 4 bintang la. Bila turn

adik jer,bintang dah abis. Sebab tu cikgu bagi

kat adik bulan.


SUDU

Doktor : Encik kena ambil 3 sudu ubat ni setiap hari.

Pesakit : Eh! tak boleh la doktor.

Doktor : Kenapa?

Pesakit : Rumah saya ada dua sudu jer.


MAYAT

Cikgu : Hasan,sambungkan 2 ayat ini menjadi satu.

"Ali menaiki basikal ke sekolah. Ali ternampak

mayat."

Hasan : Ali ternampak mayat menaiki basikal ke

sekolah.


TIRU

Cikgu : Encik,anak awak didapati meniru Ali dalam

exam.

Bapa : Apa bukti awak?

Cikgu : Encik tengok soalan nombor 4 nie. Siapakah

menemui Pulau Pinang?Seman tulis "Saya tak

tahu"dan anak encik tulis "Kalau engkau tak

tahu, aku lagi la tak tahu".

Laugh for it, Dont fall for it,
tDs-IS

Wish me a good luck!!

Yesterday at my office, I checked my PTPTN Pembayaran Balik list..zannen dakara (too bad) it reach 50k..!!With the interest almost RM120 per-month..really making me no mood to continuing pay those debt..even if I paid,the interest still kept going!!WTF!!?

To tell the truth, I've manage to finished my studies with both Diploma and Degree, so total for both debt reach 50k and one of my friend told me if I wan to reduce my debt and my interest,I need to pay more than before,let say..the total is 50k,so its like loan bank to buy a car and u need to pay about RM400-600 per-month..LOL!

Funny but true,its like loan to buy a car...it will continue until 9-11 years HAHAHAHAHHAHA..but still there's a good news,heard that "someone" can go back already since last week.. :) :) ..congratz and relief for me as it was tense to sitting "there" for 1 week as I was already experience it few years ago -_-" ..

2010 will be challenging year for me, as I need to scores some of my goal ahead in 2010..!Gambarremasu!As CCNA course will started soon, would gave me more knowledge and experienced on network! :)

Good luck 2010 or Good luck for me?
tDs-IS

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Story of bad days...

First of all, I got no problem at all working at Sime Darby Energy, to be honest I'm happy to be able working here at USJ7 compare to KL. During for the past few days ago, my dad told me.."sometimes,we need to worked with the people that we dont even like.."..."you were paid to do the job.."..."we cannot be "too" honest when come to work with people that you don't like.."...I'm getting to trust my dad's words..

For the first 2 months when I started working here at Sime Darby Energy,there was no problem and I'm so obey with my senior (I suppose LOL), but when after the 2nd month of working, my dad's words really became reality..I was like wtf??!Due of my current situation..I do stress a lot..I really do stress a lot..when I checked back my new year revolution(konon la hahaahha), its getting sad to achieve those things that I wish..haizz now it becoming I wish i could achieve those things that I wish HAHAHAHAHAHA crap man..need to work with people that i dont even liked,cannot be too honest with these people..later the fellow will "pijak kepala"..well I'm still in learning part..so I just keep my mouth zip..hope that 1 day I could find another job with peoples that I do prefer to work with..

Sucks,Disaster,
tDs-IS

Monday, January 18, 2010

2010....new revolution?

Was thought that this year gonna be "my big year" ahead...since I'm 26 yo already(October I'm gonna be real 26 actually), few targets I set in my mind and I wished it became reality..

I wish..:-Get a permanent job
-Continue studies with Master..(doing it part time on weekend..hopefully)
-Saving some cash
-Upgrade my old pc
-Reduce my debt..(water filter,PTPTN)
-Get a CCNA certificate..
-Get my own Car/House
-Fulfilled my parents wish
-Gave my family some cash..
-and try to get married this year..? HAHAHAHAHAH
I DO not wish..:-Jobless
-Being alone
-Being useless pathetic loser with nothing but a loser!LOL
-Joining AF8,mystar LG,Malaysian Idol,One in a million and Jangan lupa lirik!wtf??
-Play HON AHAHAHAHAHAH

2010 Inspired , 2009 Painless,
tDs-IS

Monday, January 11, 2010

Pantai Klanang

Due to raining day, only few of people went to Pantai Klanang at Banting. About 1am when we reach there. But from what I've seen, Pantai Klanang way better than Morib. The facilities that provided at Pantai Klanang it seems to be new unfortunately all the stall were closed early maybe because there's not much people left there at 1am...well I went there with abg amy,kak kinek,shah,and ayong just wanna eat and walk around..but our intention is to eat actually ahhahaha..

I bet the view at Pantai Klanang during the afternoon absolutely gorgeous and beautiful. There's also a ship where we can see beside the Pantai. Maybe is near the Port Klang as well as Sumatera border...I wish maybe next time we will spent another time at Pantai Klanang but on the afternnon or morning maybe? :-)

Swimming maybe? Or diving?
tDs-IS

Friday, January 8, 2010

Just back from Port Dickson..

Apparently I'm just back from outstation PD where I need to setup and format one pc there as Port Dickson Power (PDpower) under Simedarby company. To be honest, shit happen when i spent one whole day just to configure and join domain for only 1 pc. Yes,only 1 pc..could you believe it?Started from 10am until 5pm to finish formatted and join domain. But I was amaze by the environment and the work place. It gave me harmony and passion with no pressure for work at all. I'm happy to get the opportunity to be there (of course that pc is the sickest things happen to me! LOL). It took 40 minutes to reach Banting! :D :D . Totally different with Subang Jaya with traffic..cars..and motorcycles..and...cars..and..bases... = =" ,well no different tho as I'm still Simedarby worker hahahaha..!

Hoping for another PD journey, Maybe working at PD??
tDs-IS

Friday, January 1, 2010

The Fray - Never Say Never



The Fray-Never-say-never
Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the i can see
under your command
i will be your gaurdening
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go(x2)

Dont let me go, Dont makes me go, LOL
tDs-IS

Happy New Year!!!

Goodbye 2009...May 2010 brings us good memory and courage to move forwards together...I will really damn sure that I'm gonna makes this year a glory year for myself...my family...and for the future..May Allah bless us all and let 2010 be OUR year!!!

Happy New year, New motivation set!
tDs-IS